Evolution of control and the CB-3000

I have learned that while evolution may be a slow process, sometimes it progresses at a rapid and surprising pace.




Such as in the case of my poor sissy maid.
Over the last few months My sissy maid and I have spent much time together. And we have both grown in a rather unique manner. I have pushed and nurtured him, watching him grow like
a garden of delights.

And I have grown in turn.

He has come so far in the last three months, from being brand new and having all of his pre-conceived notions about D/s and BDSM to being show what it is like to be in a D/s relationship, to truly serve a Mistress, and what the community is all about. And I have been the one to show him.

He has gone from being a fretting sissy to one who stands up proudly and displays himself. He has grown in knowledge and trust with me.

I have pushed him to learn and grow, to stand up and be proud of who he is, and comforterable with who he is. I have taken a blank canvas and created something beautiful, something that is still being created.

I have taught him how to behave, how to anticipate, how to please me, and he has continually suprised me. Yes, there has been hiccups, and yes, he has fucked up and needed to be punished. Corner time, spankings, and having to wash all of my hand towels while repeating 'I will not blow my nose in my Mistresses towels' as he rung them out by hand. Each lesson was learned, and each time it was never repeated.

So now I can proudly say that I have locked up my pretty little maid in his very own CB-3000. He looks sooooo cute and neat, all he needs now is a little pink bow. I wear the key to the lock around my neck.

Ironically I can thank my fabulous boyfriend for the CB-3000. "Here, put this on him, that should get the point across..."
Truer words have never been spoken.

I have noticed just in the time of his chastity that he has grown more submissive and seeks my attention, time and affection more now then ever before.

When we started playing, we started with some light bondage. We
have progressed to bondage, spanking, flogging, caning, public play and he experience CBT for the very first time the other night. Let me just say, to have him strapped to my new cross naked, unlocking him from his chastity, tormenting and teasing his cock, only to lock him back up with out a release has left him a hot mess. A hot mess that I am thorougholy amused by.

He loved CBT, and I loved the reactions it illiceted from him.... to have him writhing and moaning in pain on my cross, just beautiful. Speaking of the cross... LOOK! Isn't it pretty? Not the room, but thats my cross! ->


I have grown much more intune with my Dominace, it flows from me now. I carry myself with an air of confidance that I never had before. I am more decisive and demanding then before and to dominate him feels so natural to me. I am suprised with how much I have learned from him.

I am sure the future will hold many suprised for me and my boy. I am looking forward to them.