New toys for the new boy.....

My German boy is home for the holidays. He will be back soon enough.


When he gets back I should have my new toys wating for him and his report card. I gave him a few tasks for his trip home. To read in full a book on massage, to help his mother prepare dinner and to bring me a report card when he gets back of his final grades.

I think it would be appropriate to greet him holding my new cane and collar I got for him to wear while he is here...
Before he left for home he came over and visited me. We sat and talked while he gave me a foot rub. I think it is a little difficult for him to concentrate on talking while rubbing my feet. I had to encourage him to remember what he was doing with my heels stratigicly placed in his lap every once in a while. ....

New hope?

So perhaps I have found a submissive? A gentleman I have known for several year, german..... OH ACCENTS MAKE ME MOIST! Very good boy, Looking forward to what will happen with this.... Perhaps I can get him to massage my tired and sore feet....

Men

Men, such a delectable treat. Every time I go out, its like eye candy every where. Unfortunately most of the men I talk to are nothing more than shallow scum bags who have no interest in actually doing more than just getting a spanking. Not looking to serve, just be spanked and called a slut. (shudders) Were have all the good submissives gone?

In The Beginning

Everyone has to start somewhere. I started when I was 18. 5 years later, I find myself even more drawn into the world of BDSM and the submissive. Lately I have decided that it is time I find myself a more permanent submissive. I am astounded with the amount of response I have gotten to this statement. Perhaps, I may find one after all.

There is one I have been talking to for about a month now. I am having him take me out for coffee this Thursday.

Needless to say I am quite excited; so far he has responded quite well to the small tasks that I have given him and has impressed me with his speed and efficiency he completed them with. He tickles my brain a bit as well. The though of smothering him after having him massage my feet, well, just makes me warm and fuzzy on the inside. I am looking forward to seeing how this develops.